Wednesday, November 16, 2005
thanks, mum
my mother did us a HUGE favor.
last night when we were calculating our expenses and all, we realised that we enough to pay for all the necessary things like his car insurance + road tax, our bed frame + mattress and the wedding reception.
but we didn't have enough to buy paint to re-paint the house (it's $60 per bucket for freakin' out of my mind's sake!), he won't have enough to spend on food till his next pay.
SO, i went to mum and had a talk with her. she did say if i had any problems, i can always count on her and just tell her the figures and numbers and she'll decide how much we'll need, and then she'll give it to us. when i first talk to her (about a month ago) she said she'll give me $2k, so i was expecting that much. but last night, after the talk, she wrote me a cheque (which i will be depositing later). all i can say is that she gave me more than what i had expected, and that it is more than double the amount i expected.
my mum has got to be the best (of cos, i might come back another day blabbering about why i don't like her so much. haha!) but yes, as they always say, mum will always be your mum. no matter what, they will still and always love us =)
she also told me that she's going to have a giro like thing for me, whereby every month, she'll have my allowance deposited in my account (sound so working kind, right?) then i'll just withdraw. she also made sure i heard this comment on the fact that i'm getting more than twice the amount my sister got last time, when she was still schooling in poly. haha. i know, i know. i've always had more allowance than everyone else =) but hey! i'll be providing for you all sooner than all of them! i'm sure of it =P
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now. i sent this sms to sean last night, using his hp (yes, i sent it back to his hp too. haha!) "
i need you to spend time with me. i need you to hug me to sleep. i need you more than anything. but you don't seem to need me the same way." it had him climbing into bed with me, hugging me from the back (i was facing the wall) softly saying "
i'm sorry"
honestly, it was what i wanted, him hugging me to sleep. but i felt bad cos while i think he should spend more time with me than the online game, i was also thinking that i had been selfish by taking him away from the game. contridicting? yes, i think. i want him to spend time with me yet, when he turns of the laptop cos i tell him to, i feel bad! what is wrong with me? goodness!
obviously, i woke up feeling moody. no mood to talk to him. don't even have the mood to hold his hand. but i felt really bad, so when he dropped me off at the mrt station, i did the usual routine of telling him to becareful while driving or to drive safe, and giving him a kiss on the lips. only today, i didn't face him. it was sort of a half-half kind of thing. i only gave him the area of half my lips and part of my face. i'm weird, i know. but i'm also feeling very, very neglected.
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moving on! he told me yesterday that he has decided to move the rabbits over first (yay!) which is today! the rabbits are going to their new home today! yay! then felix (my brother) would be helping sean to clean up the house first. when he has to go off for tuition, felix will go home to wait for me and after i finished school, i'll go find felix then we'll head back to the house and clean up further. after which, we'll go with our parents for dinner at parkway cos my younger sister (sonia) is having tuition there. haha! and after that, depending on my mood and the cleanliness of the new house, maybe we'll continue with the cleaning of the house. or maybe i should just stay home to watch the dancing drama show on ch8.
hmm...
12:05 PM
