Tuesday, August 29, 2006
the list
i promised myself that i'll indulge in a bit of daydreaming after i get my driver's license. so here's my list of cars that i want, not in any particular order.
. Toyota Rav4 (2door)
. Toyota MR-S
. Volkswagen New Beetle Cabriolet
. Mitsubishi Colt Plus
. Mitsubishi
i . Chevrolet new Spark
. Chevrolet Aveo5
. Mazda 3
. Mazda MX5
. Honda Integra
. Smart Cabrio
1:07 PM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
everything's good :)
misunderstandings cleared, apologies said and accepted.
guess the key to most, if not all, marriages is communication and trust. AND loads of
love!
i love you hubs! :)
6:02 PM
Friday, August 11, 2006
a heart to heart alone
i seriously don't know why, completely don't understand why..
why is it that telling you something i feel about you makes you feel weird. makes you feel funny. why is it that you're never ever serious when i'm trying to tell you something personal, be it about you or me or our future together. it makes me feel stupid, like the world's greatest joke to be alive, whenever you answer me with something that's suppose to be goddamn funny.
you said that you also didn't like making eye contact. i'm your wife! i really don't understand anything now.
how is it that one person who is so insecure can give me a sense of security up till now, when everything's said.
i don't know who to talk to. i don't know who to turn to. i used to know, but not anymore.
i don't even know why i couldn't cry when inside my chest it feels like everything has melted, ripped and smashed into pieces.
nevermind. forget it. i give up. i don't want to be bothered about it anymore.
next time, if you feel uncomfortable to be with me, just tell me. i'll back off and pull away.
p.s. i don't even know by telling you that i'll be less personal, less intense and less everything even makes any sense to a married couple.
11:27 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
under the blanket
babe and i have been thinking of places to go for our photoshoot.
there are just so many places that i wanna go to take photos!
like the railway track, the land of la-langs!, botanic(ca/l) garden, chinese garden, millenia walk, benjamin sheares bridge, outside fullerton, alleys of the oldschool and more!
but we can only pick 2 day locations and 1 night locations! oh man.
but we're both excited about all these. haha!
the next gown fitting is on 3rd sept. after all the gowns has been altered, and his outfits altered.
but omg! repeat telecast from the previous post, we're gonna go victorian and japanese for our studio shoot! haha.
i'm spaced out right now, everything's in bits and pieces. just wanna crawl under the comforter and into the arms of hubs now.
10:36 PM
