Friday, October 06, 2006
till death do us part
i had a really scary thought in the middle of my journey to school.
the idea of 'what would sean do if i were to die tomorrow or next week or next year?' just popped into my head and i was thinking which photo he would choose to use as THE picture. and then i drifted to think about what he would do with our baby paris, will he keep her or put her to sleep and let her come with me or pass her to someone else to look after. and then it went on to whether he would remarry years down the road (which he told me he wouldn't like a really long time ago)
then it went on to 'what i would do if sean were to die tomorrow or next week or next year?' i think i'll be so devasted that i'll just kill myself immediately. but if i don't, i will definitely continue looking after paris, afterall she is our baby even though she's a dog, and we're now like one really happy family :) as to whether or not i will remarry, it's not difficult to answer cos i won't, at least i doubt i will.
why?
cos my aunty told me before and many times over that
a woman can have as many boyfriends as she wants, but she can only have one husband (vice versa). and i strongly believe in that, regardless of which angle it is taken to look at.
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